Thursday, November 26, 2009

Complications of Life

 has your heart ever been broken by accident
 i mean the culprit is completely oblivious to the situation
but over and over again whenever you see them you realize that
your dreams will never come true.. well at least concerning them
the little things they say
the little things they say to someone else
you almost wish they would be mean
                                                  evil
                                                    inconsiderate
to you so you would have a reason to hate them
 but then you come to the realization that they don't know how you feel
so they can't help doing what they do

you realize it was all a fantasy all the little signs you thought you saw
the looks...
the secret touches and smiles
it was all a fantasy
ohhh life, why is it so complicated

i wish there was just that one person that you were to fall in love with no complicated figuring out looks and touches and motives.
i just wish everyone could wear they're feelings on their forehead
       there would be less heartbreak
       less confusion
       less misinterpreted gestures
       less wishing things were different
       less secret tears
Why oh why is life so complicated?
Someone tell me please

    

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

absentee blogger

Sooooo it's been a while im going to start posting on here more often reviewing some new music and putting up some poetry etc. Aaaaaannnnnd.. im gunna finally update the background and junk so its going to be all fun and everything... so my blog peeps.... though you are few and far between :)... gnite and syonara

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Friends

Friends

sometimes i really wonder what those are
i thought i made friends easily but i've realized that
they weren't friends
just people who i was always around

i mean friends do certain things
- they leave the past as... the past
- they don't try to hurt you
-they realize that you will always be YOURSELF
-and remind you that being yourself is NOT a bad thing
I also realized
to have good friends.......
you have to be a good friend...i guess i need to practice that